BACK FROM THE DEAD LYK WOAH~!!! 0_o

This girl's still alive and kickin' m'kay?!

1. DREADFUL week
We welcomed the sunny Monday with a Mastery Test. I srsly crammed on that test because I was procrastinating back then, but thank God I was able to answer the test and got average scores. But then again, compared to my classmates, I think I got the lowest. Ugh. After that test, I literally screamed in front of my locker for relief. All the 1st years were lyk woah?! 0_o Did that girl just went nuts? Apparently, heck yeah.

Monday is over and I need to study again for a short quiz the following day, Tuesday. Again, it was lyk hell. Reviews came in after.

Wednesday. The start of our tests. Man, it was really really hard. Especially Bio, Social Studies(History), Math. Gawd, it was hard and almost all of the things I studied didn't came out. As in, most of the tests were completely analytical...which by the way, I suck at those. So I hope and pray that the tests results are gonna be fine.

Oh, two of my friends are having a fight. I'm just standing in between them, watching and listening to what the hell they're going to do and whatnot. I'm in a neutral position and I didn't take any of the sides. Well, I hope it's a good choice to go neutral instead of siding on one of them, ne?

DECLAMATION!!! Aargh, I also have to do that. Also, it's awfully loud here in our place. Fiestas are fun, but they are so loud that you can't actually sleep tight night especially if you are studying for a huge test. Even right now, it's still not finish D: Which reminds me, I have to make this visual aid for volleyball. I HATE PE.

2. NOT SO DREADFUL week
zOMG you guys~!! *fangirls*

Jason Mraz is made WIN!! I really really love his music! I can't imgaine myself fangirling over an English artist, but gawd, I really love his music!! It's my style. Laid back-ish with a little pop and eveything. Waiii, I love listening to his songs when I'm just 'chillaxin' in the house doing nothing. *sigh* Really good music.

Another than that, I think I'm getting a new mp3~! 5 GB!! Which also means, Jap and Eglish songs overload!!!11! Hopefully, if my dad would allow me and I'll be a good girl. Wait, me a good girl? Darn it, I hope I can pull this off until I get my mp3. Also, I let my classmate read the FIVE manga that I have and she got so hooked with it...that she doesn't want to return it. Lol, it's actually a good sign ^^

Fandom has not failed me yet again~!!! MOAR season 3 stuff this weekend and my classmates is secretly addicted to Avatar. What a treat, then we get to talk about the series and my geek-ness just radiated from that talk. Lol, fandom saved me again and omg!! MOAR Zuko goodness! LAWLZ!

Speaking of Zuko, I had fun with the whole dress-up game in dA. It was so fun dressing up Zuko in his clothes. The Blue Spirit costume, the Agni-Kai one, and a whole lot MOAR! Realized that he has so many clothes, many-er than Katara's. Lol, it makes me proud somehow.

AND HOW CAN I MISS THIS. GenRev concert at USC-TC was the bomb!! I saw James and the other CMO peeps there and it was so fun!!!!11!!! *spazzes* Not does it only rawk but it also has the teaching that really touched me. Aww, it's really really really fun. Hope they do it there in San Jose.

3. RANT TIEM!!
I realized that I am an anti-social. Straight forwardly said to me and realized over the week. It's true, I'm an anti-social. Lawlz, I would rather spazz on my fandom than go outside the house. And there was this one time when everybody was so having fun in the concert and all I did was just sit around the corner and uhh, talked ONLY to my cousin and my friend who were with me. She's lucky she can mingle with people. Me? I don't. I really don't. So in short, I have very low social skills. Really really low social skills.

Anti-social leads to introvert-ness. Or is it the other way around? I dunno, but gawd, that's really how I am. I only limit myself to my closest of friends and doesn't mingle to with other people. It's sad that I have poor social skills, but part of me is really happy that it's just me all alone in the room listening to music, contemplating. I'm just satisfied with that. But, if I really get to know a person even more it would really change.

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Okay, I'm done now. Teehee, I just really want to let it all out and blog once again like this. It's been a long time since I wasn't able to such a thing.

Oh yeah, if you have qualms about the small font, let me know so I can change it. It's a long entry so I did it like that.

I.HATE.MASTERY.TESTs.PERIOD.

First time experciencing such in USJR. Though it's only the major subjects, but it's really really really heck. It's like I'm studying for periodical tests in each grading. So crapage and annoying. Also, being in the top/pilot section gives me the pressure to have high grades. Study hard, and focus on studies. Those are the things that are in our minds - pilot section students.

Adjustment.

Our tests are all in the morning and some of the subjects we had tests on have a class in the afternoon. So we checked our papers. Math came first. Oh Math, why do you despise me so? It got a low score...compared to my classmates. It was okay for me since it's Math and I really have this weakness for the dreadful subject, and I accept that I had a really have a low score.

After Math was CLF. We didn't have a mastery test on that, so no checking of test papers. And since it's Friday. We had BEC. It's like a Bible sharing thing every last meeting of the week. We sing some reflectional songs and refelct on the gospel of that day. The gospel was all about Martha and Mary; Martha being all so worried about work and Mary being so calm and entrusting to Jesus. We were asked if we are Martha or Mary, and without any doubt, most of us are all most likely to be Martha. Keep on worrying and stuff about studies, and all that crap. Then, our teacher told us to close our eyes and imagine if Jesus was infront of us what would tell Him in just a mere 30 seconds.

I closed my eyes. I sunk my head in my desk and cried. Sobbing silently and telling what I want to tell Jesus. I know, it's so drama-ness but I really wanted to cry and just tell Him what I want to say even though it's just 30 seconds. After that 30 second talk, I raised my head, refreshed, and happy. Best BEC evar! Since 1st year.

CLF is finished and our next subject will be English. English...major subject = checking of test papers and probably a sermon from the teacher. It was hard and really really confusing. Analyze this analyze that, listen to this listen to that. CONFUSING. Our teacher told us that the boys were better coz they analyzed it while us, the girls, didn't. Ren-nii was right, boys are better than analyzing than girls. Waii. My mind was already turning in circles while she was discussing about the whole analyzing thing. It's so confusing and hard and everything.

I had alot of mistakes...compared to my classmates. I really want to cry and scream so hard - breakdown. For being such a loser, for being such an idiot, for being unskilled, for being not the best. I gave it my all, but it wasn't enough. It never wasn't enough. Then, our teacher told us not to be discouraged and stuff. Take positively and be careful next time. I felt like crying. No, I really want to cry. I want to scream.

So much for that. Until now, I'm not yet over it. It sucks...so bad. Even typing this entry makes me wanna cry. V-V

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Minus the all that high school dramas...my best friend, Kristhien lend me her Nintendo DSLite. I'm so effin happy! XD~ She even said that I can borrow it for a week or so. Waii, thank you Kristhien! And you know what games she has?! Final Fantasy IIV and Avatar: The Last Airbender!!11!! XDD~

And right now, Winky and kuya are playing it. Not really a gamer gurl so I need their help. Okay, my other purpose is to keep them away the computer so I can hog it all day. Don't tell them, m'kay? Or they'll kill me.

Also, before I went to my first KG session last Monday, I went to CD-R king and bought a cool mini speaker for my mp3! Weee! It's so flashy and shiny! If I have the chance, I'll take a pic of it.

Oh yeah, the KG session...riiight. It was nice. Too nice. I didn't know what to expect, but it was really nice. I felt relieved after that session. But, I have to stay there so long and wait for my parents to finish theirs too. It was worth it I guess. That also means that I'll be taking down notes during GenRev nights. zOMG, school-ish much! Teehee.

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So that's how my week went. Oh well. I just noticed now that I practically suck at ending my entries and beginning it. Woah...