Dear Fandom,

    I just threw you away...well, most of you that is. It's very sad, I know, but it is for the greater good. I'm elevating now to a better place, but do remember that you will always have a place in my heart. Okay?

Your deranged fangirl,
Chinky

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For those of you who don't know what the heck's going on...well, don't ask.

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BACK FROM THE DEAD LYK WOAH~!!! 0_o

This girl's still alive and kickin' m'kay?!

1. DREADFUL week
We welcomed the sunny Monday with a Mastery Test. I srsly crammed on that test because I was procrastinating back then, but thank God I was able to answer the test and got average scores. But then again, compared to my classmates, I think I got the lowest. Ugh. After that test, I literally screamed in front of my locker for relief. All the 1st years were lyk woah?! 0_o Did that girl just went nuts? Apparently, heck yeah.

Monday is over and I need to study again for a short quiz the following day, Tuesday. Again, it was lyk hell. Reviews came in after.

Wednesday. The start of our tests. Man, it was really really hard. Especially Bio, Social Studies(History), Math. Gawd, it was hard and almost all of the things I studied didn't came out. As in, most of the tests were completely analytical...which by the way, I suck at those. So I hope and pray that the tests results are gonna be fine.

Oh, two of my friends are having a fight. I'm just standing in between them, watching and listening to what the hell they're going to do and whatnot. I'm in a neutral position and I didn't take any of the sides. Well, I hope it's a good choice to go neutral instead of siding on one of them, ne?

DECLAMATION!!! Aargh, I also have to do that. Also, it's awfully loud here in our place. Fiestas are fun, but they are so loud that you can't actually sleep tight night especially if you are studying for a huge test. Even right now, it's still not finish D: Which reminds me, I have to make this visual aid for volleyball. I HATE PE.

2. NOT SO DREADFUL week
zOMG you guys~!! *fangirls*

Jason Mraz is made WIN!! I really really love his music! I can't imgaine myself fangirling over an English artist, but gawd, I really love his music!! It's my style. Laid back-ish with a little pop and eveything. Waiii, I love listening to his songs when I'm just 'chillaxin' in the house doing nothing. *sigh* Really good music.

Another than that, I think I'm getting a new mp3~! 5 GB!! Which also means, Jap and Eglish songs overload!!!11! Hopefully, if my dad would allow me and I'll be a good girl. Wait, me a good girl? Darn it, I hope I can pull this off until I get my mp3. Also, I let my classmate read the FIVE manga that I have and she got so hooked with it...that she doesn't want to return it. Lol, it's actually a good sign ^^

Fandom has not failed me yet again~!!! MOAR season 3 stuff this weekend and my classmates is secretly addicted to Avatar. What a treat, then we get to talk about the series and my geek-ness just radiated from that talk. Lol, fandom saved me again and omg!! MOAR Zuko goodness! LAWLZ!

Speaking of Zuko, I had fun with the whole dress-up game in dA. It was so fun dressing up Zuko in his clothes. The Blue Spirit costume, the Agni-Kai one, and a whole lot MOAR! Realized that he has so many clothes, many-er than Katara's. Lol, it makes me proud somehow.

AND HOW CAN I MISS THIS. GenRev concert at USC-TC was the bomb!! I saw James and the other CMO peeps there and it was so fun!!!!11!!! *spazzes* Not does it only rawk but it also has the teaching that really touched me. Aww, it's really really really fun. Hope they do it there in San Jose.

3. RANT TIEM!!
I realized that I am an anti-social. Straight forwardly said to me and realized over the week. It's true, I'm an anti-social. Lawlz, I would rather spazz on my fandom than go outside the house. And there was this one time when everybody was so having fun in the concert and all I did was just sit around the corner and uhh, talked ONLY to my cousin and my friend who were with me. She's lucky she can mingle with people. Me? I don't. I really don't. So in short, I have very low social skills. Really really low social skills.

Anti-social leads to introvert-ness. Or is it the other way around? I dunno, but gawd, that's really how I am. I only limit myself to my closest of friends and doesn't mingle to with other people. It's sad that I have poor social skills, but part of me is really happy that it's just me all alone in the room listening to music, contemplating. I'm just satisfied with that. But, if I really get to know a person even more it would really change.

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Okay, I'm done now. Teehee, I just really want to let it all out and blog once again like this. It's been a long time since I wasn't able to such a thing.

Oh yeah, if you have qualms about the small font, let me know so I can change it. It's a long entry so I did it like that.

WARNING: REALLY REALLY REALLY long entry. You have been warned

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This day can get any...happier?

Yes, this is one of those days that you can't help but smile and laugh and uhh, squeal. This is the happiest day of my life so far. I just couldn't help but really smile. You know, those awfully big smiles that reach your ears? Lol, exaggerating, but something like that ^^. Also, I've been anticipating for this day...for days. Get it? LOLz~!

It started in the morning. I invited my ex-classmates(who are my best fwends, btw), Roshalane and Kristhien, to come to our place to chill and put some anime songs on her mp3. Well, they're really noisy and ugh, grabeh, they're the most noisiest besties that I have. We are like idiots like our hearts out when they went here. They made jokes, made fools out of ourselves in our place. For just a day, the house was so noisy on a Saturday morning...and afternoon. Yes, they stayed up in the afternoon too. Nyahaha, we talked about anime, real-life stuff(serious and not), school, and anything or anybody we can talk about. We also jammed with the anime songs that we dloaded. Man, it was so fun. We looked like idiots in our house. Man, that was really really really fun. As in!

Next, I went GenRev. It's like the best place for youth...evar. Teehee, it was so nice there. I felt so happy and I just wanna let go of everything. I felt really really really refreshed. And the the songs they played was just pure PWN. I never felt that way when I went there before. Waaaiii, it was REALLY FUN there and the teaching was super nice too. And of course, how can we forget the occasional camera-whoring before and after the gathering? Oh gawd, it was really fun. The worship was nice...I can't explain it. Also, Yael told me that I'm good in writing. Turns out, she read my entries in multiply and she was amused. Nyahaha~!! I R MOAR INZPIRED 2 WRITE~!! I will and I shall write. I shall bombard your flist with my worthless ranting/babbles/RL crap.

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Okay, never mind. I think you guys are gonna kill me if I do. Teehee, just little posts. Nyahaha~!! No srsly, I felt so warm and fuzzy inside. Well lately, I've been feeling a down coz some of my classmates read their journal/reflection about this story in class. I was about to recite mine, when I heard theirs. It was just made of awesome that I feel so worthless and so unskilled. Ugh, they're so good. But thanks to what Yael said, I R inspired to write. Next time, I'm gonna PWN you guys...kidding! ^^

After GenRev night I went home(duh). After eating dinner, Donna, my best friend(and ex-classmate), called me up. Okay, she is like the best phone pal ever. We talked for about an hour in the evening talking her crush and what happened when Roshalane and Kristhien came to our house and some other stuff. Then, she suddenly imagined if her crush would say 'hi' to her suddenly, as in out of the blue. zOMG, then we started making up stories and went on and on. My gosh, Donna and me are so 'kilig' hearing the story we just made up on the phone. Nyahaha, it was so fun and 'kilig' that she wished it happened. Man, it would be cool if it would. XD, when she asked what would my reaction be, then I will run for the hills and I dunno, go crazy and have unearthly seizures for an hour. XD, it's like the end of the world if that would happen. Lol, we were just laughing so hard at that thought. After the lengthy talk, I took over the computer.

Guess what I just hear/saw?! WAAAHHH!!! AVATAR: THE LAST AIRBENDER season 3~!!11!!!!. I've gotz unearhtly fangirl seizures when I heard of this. Thank you LJ flist and dA fwends. You make me wanna give you ze interwarb. Anyways, they're all going to be in firenation clothes and stuff. And Aang has hair? Holy...yeah, he has grown some hair. I don't why. It's funny and creepy at the same time you know. hOMG. Avatar is just made of awesome. Well, I was a little late in knowing the very huge news. It sucks when you can't use ze net on weekdays due to huge piles of homework and tests. Ugh, pilot section is so not made of win, but upon hearing this my heart leaped! Here's ze DVD season 3 cover:

And if you click te pic, you'll be directed more about it. Ugh. It's just so amazing and freaky at the same time. zOMG, I can't wait for this. I srsly, can't. I want it right now. I wanna know what's gonna happen and all that crap. Waiii~!!! Be September already! C'mon~!

After that seizure fest, I wrote this entry and uploaded some photos in multiply and banners. Nyahaha, I feel like a beautiful idiot after all these. Waaaahhh, I'm so uber happy that I don't want to end this day. Technically, it already ended coz it's 1 in ze morning, but wadaheck! I'm just so effin' happy! Wait, it's already one?! zOMG, must sleep. Mass tomorrow.

I guess, that's all for now. There's still part two. Whhaaaat~?! Part 2?! Yeah, there are so many things that i have to tell you guyz! But gee, look at the time. Aarrgh. This is a result of not writing an entry on weekdays. It will turn out like this every weekend. Hope not, coz ze flist might kill me. Oh well, as what I said awhile ago, little. I'll try. I tend to be so talkative. Okaaaaayy, I'll shut up now and sleep. Good night you guys!! Or in this case, good morning!!

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Yeah.

Self-explanatory, ne?

I wasn't able to watch anime for the past weeks.

Stupid homework and projects. Waaahhh!! I wanna know the ending of Death Note and I wanna watch Romeo X Juliet and Shippuuden.

RAWR.

I don't like the life of a Augustine student. I'm better off with OLCON...the most coolest and most "bulabog"-est class right now. Aargh, third yeat OLCON, you wait. I'm gonna be there no matter what.

Srsly, I wonder what happened to Matt and Mello...I think they died. Srsly, I wasn't able to watch 4 epis of DN and 3-4 of Shippuden and Romeo X Juliet. When will I be free of this misery?! WHEN?!

Btw, audio editting is hard work. I have to do it for school stuff. Well at least, I can edit photos AND music, ne? Nyahaha~!! Okay, I'll stop "sidetripping" now. I have more stuff to do.

AND!!! An icon up thar! Teehee, feat Yuko from xxxHolic. I luff that manga! ^_________^

Crazy fangirl out.

Man, I love typing in caps!

First and foremost, I'm so sorry guys if I wasn't able to reply to your comments or at least drop a comment in one of your entries. I'm so busy even in weekends and I have no decent comment to put. UGH! I'm so effin sorry!

So anyways, school is tough. Especially if you belong to the pilot section of the girl's sections. So many assignments and tests and projects. Aargh, so pressured. But heck, thank God I'm still alive up to this day. I never thought that I would be able to survive being a 2-Augustine(name of the section) student.

AND that good thing of it all, is that I have a classmate who is an OTAKU like me. I went fangirl-ish when I knew that she was and asked her so many questions. But the best of it all, she has xxxHolic manga. YESH, I luff xxxHolic because of her. But, it's not complete so it kinda sucks. Waah, I dun care!! As long as I can get my hands on a AUTHENTIC MANGA, I'm already okay with that. Oh well. Man, she's so cool. She is so good in drawing too. Btw, she is the only closest friend I have in the classroom. So...we practically do everything together. Teehee! But my real friends are still there too, even though they aren't my classmates, but we're still friends. Nyahaha~!! I also joined the Com Sci club. Nyahah, for the sake of having to touch a computer! Yeah, I'm that of an idiot.

Another thing, my brother borrowed a season 1 Heroes DVD! Yatta! Guyz, can you help me find a anime-themed short story about friendship? Yes, just a short story that can be read in 5 mins. Uhm, can you guys help me?

Ugh, that's all. I have nothing else to say.

The Spring of my Life

 
A storm is brewing

Gloomy clouds fill the previously blue sky

Melancholy has yet attacked me again

I run. I hide. Finding refuge, wherever it maybe

In hopes of waiting for the sun

 

Alas! The sun has emerged from the gloomy sky

Its rays touch the green pastures

Its bright color gives off that aura of happiness-

That everyone can feel.

The warmth of being loved, being happy.

 

Waiting. Praying. Longing for the sun to arrive.

Yes, I survived the storm

Walking in these green pastures endlessly-

A new day begins.

A new day

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zOMG.

I write poetry?! Unfortunately, I have to. It's like our sort of project in Social Studies. We are studying climate, our teacher would like to incorporate it to our life. *sigh*

It was so hard writing this. I couldn't think of anything good. So I slept for like 20 mins and then when I woke up, I already had this. Lulz, the power of sleeping!!! Anyways, I let my mom read it and she told me it was good. She couldn't imagine me writing something like this so complicated. Whaat?! For real? SO like I was really proud of it, but still hesitant to read it infront of the class. Then, the next day. I don't want to read in infront of the class! When my other classmates recited their's I felt so small. So un-talented and small...so unskillful. I concluded that my peom sucked big time.


By the way, this is my 1st time writing a peom. I wrote essays, but not peoms. XD, for me, essays are like the best writing thing to rant about social happenings. Lol, that sort of attitude won me a 3rd on a contest. So it's quite a shock for me and my mom that I can write such things.

Please do tell me about it. Tell me what's wrong and what's not. Hit me with everything you can. If it sucked or not. If the grammar is fine or not fine and all those whatnots. Coz I'm planning in making Haiku. XD, it's so interesting!!!

Uhm, no plans in telling about school right now. I'm not in the mood for that. And hey, my MULTIPLY IS NOT YET DEAD~!! Mwahaha~! It's not...I think.

One last thing, do any of you guys watch Avatar: the Last Airbender and Heroes? Coz, I'm like so fangirl-ing on those shows right now.
Anime/manga fandom: NO!! How dare you leave us for those shows?! How could you~! I thought you only loved anime/manga!!!!
Me: No comment. Let me be...
Anime/manga fandom: NO~!!!

omg, my fandom is talking to me. Ugh, I fail in life.